arghhhh...... this is bad. pei.
no1. you dont know whether its a pass or fail yet k.
no2. if it's okay then. good. study harder. next time don't fall into this in between category.
no3. if it turns out badly.
i'm at a loss for words. or thoughts. honestly.
and now i gotta go through this whole circle of depressive thoughts again sigh.
a. did i not study enough?
b. if i did, how come i failed?
c. god help me. what is going on?
For a., i think i started studying quite early... did i not study enough? i guess i COULD have studied more... which means erm, studying it right after class. okay. (although i do remember doing a lil of that... it's probably not enough.ouch. seriously, OUCH.) i guess i could revise more. afterall i did get confused by the last question cause i couldn't really remember between two different things which i thought i knew quite well ): start earlier? gosh... erm... more effective studying? which means... improving my concentration level? i don't know how but well, i guess for now these are the areas i can try improving on. urgh. memory is soooo failing
For b., well, for now, prospects look quite bad... i remember that i got loads of OBA wrong. (ouch my heart huhuhu) and sighs... idk. I think i was quite blur on the exam day. Quite nervous. which is bad. bad. bad. probably did lotsa mistakes in OBA cause of that too. Other than that... questions reallllllly sucked and i hated it loads. argh. i probably need to spend more time with my notes ;_; this is freaking sad. oh and yes... memory is failing. probably.
Lastly for c., my parents are so going to screw me again if i fail. (please not a fail!!! ahhhh....) ><;;; i dread telling them so much! but whatever it is.... (the irony),
"God grant us the serenity to accept the things we cannot change,
courage to change the things we can,
and wisdom to know the difference."
God bless us all...
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